Tuesday, January 24, 2006
Always On My Mind
"You will keep him in perfect peace,
Whose mind is stayed on You,
Because he trusts in You." ... Isaiah 26:3
Do you remember when you first fell in love with your spouse? I do. I remember thinking about Tom all the time, even while I was at my job (a very prestigious job, indeed--I washed dishes in a tiny cafe in a tiny town). After work, I would think about him while I walked a few blocks home (I didn't yet have a driver's license), then after walking through my front door I'd think about Tom while washing dishes (my own this time), making dinner, talking with him on the phone, watching tv and then slipping into bed, where I'd think about him, about us, some more before falling asleep.
He was always on my mind, yet I was still able to work at my job, run errands and do chores around my cute little house. And while doing each of those things I smiled a lot, dreamed a lot and felt unusually happy. I remember being teased about the silly look plastered upon my face, but I didn't care. I was in love and it didn't matter what anyone else thought about that.
I wrote all that to say this... Sometimes when you talk about that above Bible verse, the one about keeping your mind on God all the time, people are, like, "Are you kidding? I've got a job. I've got a spouse and kids and responsibilities. I've got a Real Life. There's no way I can think about God all the time."
Well, yes, you can. I have a feeling I'm not the only person in this huge world who ever went through weeks and months of my life thinking about the man she loved and yet carrying-on, productively, with all the duties of her life. I certainly can't be the only person who was pretty darn happy living that way, too.
It can be done. We can go through the months and years of our lives with contented hearts and smiling eyes because of having kept our minds on the goodness, the sweetness of God. And as the rest of that verse says, peace will come as the trust grows.
And everybody wants peace, especially peace of mind. Keeping God on my mind while I'm walking and working and watching and talking has brought me trust--because this communication, this relationship, is not one-sided. God thinks about me all day long, too, and when, simultaneously, I think about Him, our thoughts meet and sing and dance together.
The trust grows.
The peace grows.
And people watch.