Morning At My House

Morning has broken cooler today!

I am grateful beyond words. Whew.

And I just may do a little happy dance when I go out to the backyard to feed the birds.

Oh, how I've longed for cooler weather. 

The Difference

"Let the peace of Christ rule in your hearts, since as members of one body you were called to peace. And be thankful." Colossians 3:15


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This verse came to mind this morning while I read a certain post at a certain blog. Man, I wanted to tell the writer, uhm, "For goodness' sake--calm down!"

I agreed with much of what she was basically saying, but oh my, the way she stated it blew me away.

It felt like listening to an angry Billy Graham on speed.
Or like having Bibles thrown--wham!--in my face.

And then I had to smile. Twelve years ago if I would have had a blog? I'd (sadly) have written posts just like that.

Twelve years ago I was, what some Christians call, 'on fire.' And well, it feels good, at first, to be on fire. You feel more bold, energized than ever and you want everyone else to feel the same. 

In fact, if others don't feel like you do, you almost want to shake them until they do.

But then after awhile it hits us--all that fire we are feeling? That fire comes to burn away our own junk. The fire of God comes down to consume our pride, our judgmental attitudes, our stuck-in-the-mud ways of thinking. The fire comes down to humble us so that, finally, God can actually trust us not to blow people away by our own idiotic behavior.

Surprise, surprise. How well I remember that surprised feeling.

And after the fire, the crushing, the humiliation--then comes the peace with God. Finally our ears can hear something other than our own (loud, know-it-all) voice. They can hear wisdom and also, the hurt in other people's voices. And then respond in our new kindness. Or boldness and fire, yes, but as it has first burned true in God's heart--and not our own.

Because after the big bonfire, well, now there's some room for compassion, understanding and unconditional love.

And of all things!--there's even room now for a teachable spirit. One that doesn't spout-off rehearsed words and fling Bible verses into faces. But instead? a spirit which grows daily in humility and meekness--and draws thirsty, hungry and hurting people to a place of healing. 

To the very healing fingers and heart of God.


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"Instead, it should be that of your inner self, the unfading beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is of great worth in God's sight." ... 1 Peter 3:4

A Good Day Anyway

One dark autumn night I rolled our our large city-given trash can to our curb and guess what I beheld sitting across the street on our neighbor's curb? Yes, the dresser you see in this photo. So under the cover of darkness, and in my bare feet, I padded over to the dresser, picked it up, and carried it to our back door, up the back steps, through the house, and up the stairs to my dream room.

I'm funny that way.

Anyway, yesterday I finally got a start on painting that cute little dresser and basically, that was about all I accomplished on an ultimate hot and humid summer day.

Oh, I also was able to putter here and there, but years ago, I would have felt frustrated that I did so little. Those were the days when I graded how good a person I was, how capable and efficient and worthy I was by my accomplishments. By how many gold stars I could place on that big duty chart inside my head.

Thank-goodness those days are gone.

Now I know I am loved and accepted by God. Now I try simply to listen to His voice throughout the day leading me here, there, to do this or that, to minister to this person or that one, or simply to sit and listen some more.

The great thing about God? He doesn't over-schedule me. He doesn't run me into the ground like a slave or treat me like a 24/7 machine and He doesn't give me things I'm not equipped to do. God will not love me more if I produce more.

Basically,God doesn't stress-me-out. If I'm stressed-out, it's my own fault. I'm either doing something God never asked me to do--or-- I'm doing what He asked, but in my own strength.

God gives me the strength and energy to do everything He asks me to do. All that remains is for me to listen to Him tell me just what that will be for today.