First You Cry, Then You Stand Up and Go Do Research

“Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you."   --- Matthew 7:7

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(Hopefully, this will be my last health-related post. Color yourself thankful!)  シ

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Something was wrong.

After 6 weeks, my hearing was restored, the uti and fibroid issues had vanished, but still, there I lay on the red couch tired, listless and coughing. Not all days, but many.

I'd wondered on Monday if I could have celiac disease, but on Tuesday, Kathryn (whose videos helped me mentally survive these weeks), stated she was gluten intolerant-- and oh!

Bunny trail time.

Traipsing down lists of symptoms, I was all, "Yes! It's like that." And although I'd been eating around 80% gluten free, I'd now have to go 100%. That is, if I wanted to finally feel better.

(I do! I do!)

But oh, the foods one must give up. And although I didn't actually cry, I came close. Gone, all those decades of simplicity, of eating anything yet feeling terrific. All the memories of dining at cute diners, church potlucks and in homes of friends, etc. Sigh.

Yet the more research I did, the more Youtube folks kept saying, "Now is actually a good time to be gluten intolerant! The food choices are updated and varied and actually taste good.

And after doing some online window shopping, God has helped me come away encouraged. Also, in just 4 days, I'm accomplishing things around the house and spending less time on the couch.

I am feeling better, stronger and living a forever-deeper life of gratitude, which was part of God's plan all along.

Is He so good or what?

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Yes! If you think about it, it's much like this:

Never give up! Quitters rarely find anything life-changing. Answers exist, we just have to ask God to lead us to them.

Oh, and I'm also dairy free because of the fibroid stuff. Only in some cases is it difficult avoiding dairy, but kinda hard when it comes to pizza.  シ

And I appreciate that some restaurants in our area have gluten free options. We found a website which lists who offers at least a few gf choices.

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I can't even explain how much I enjoyed this video. For months I'd hoped her home would be featured again without Christmas decor, and there it was!

And here's her mom's home. Such inspiring ladies! (Though yeah, I do come away feeling like a creative dud.)  シ

A video of Kathryn and Adam's  I especially liked.

One of the gluten free videos which encouraged my heart!

If you're really into genealogy, you may enjoy this new channel.

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Please remember: My posts are always about more than they appear to be. *** "For if you forgive others their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you, but if you do not forgive others their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses." ... Matthew 6:14,15

When You Must Say Good-Bye

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Have you ever watched a favorite Youtube channel for years then it, eventually, becomes like fingernails on a chalkboard to you?

This week that happened to me. 

"Maggie" began her (Christian)channel sharing recipes, gardening tips, homemaking and decluttering advice, fun thrift shop finds, creating food gifts, but these past months? Oh dear. It's like a poverty mentality wrapped around her brain and won't let go.

Saving money. Now it's all about saving money. Keeping what you have. Pinching pennies. Creating a small, spendless life.

No videos about, "Give, and it will be given to you. Good measure, pressed down, shaken together, running over, will be put into your lap. For with the measure you use it will be measured back to you.”

Nor, "It is in giving that we receive... God loves a cheerful giver ... Whoever is generous to the poor lends to the Lord, and he will repay him for his deed... whoever sows bountifully will also reap bountifully."

No talk about tithes, offerings, freely giving, freely receiving.

And these were my mornings' first videos while drinking my cocoa, words which set my day's tone!

Following much conviction, I said good-bye. Unsubbed. Walked away.

Instead, this morning, I chose a Darling Desi video and ooooo! Fresh, jubilant, joyful air. Like being able to breathe again. Desi focuses on giving us her whole heart. Ideas, joy, laughter, creativity, ways to be happy in hard times, gratitude, hope for brighter days coming and more.

It's impossible to click away from Desi's videos (most) without a big, dreamy smile.

What Tom and I discovered around 2021? We've always tithed, but as long as we also give offerings freely to help others... as long as we do things like order delivery (lunch and groceries) with a focus on supporting our neighbors who work those places ... as long as we give whenever God presents a need we can fulfill---

--then He keeps pouring money into our bank account. At this stage of our lives, there's always money when things break down around our 95-year-old Hobbit Cottage or unexpected bills drop into our mailbox.

But only if we keep open hands to others and give and give. First.

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It's important what we watch! --

Does anyone have recommendations of Youtube videos where there's much joy and giving to others, ones like Somers In Alaska? They're a perfect example of what I'm searching for.

Oh and after 5 1/2 weeks of that virus, I finally began to feel semi normal, like health was here to stay! So grateful, trust me, and again, a special thanks to all who prayed for me.

And honestly? It's gonna take weeks to rebuild myself after this. It was so rough. Truly.

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Give. Then give some more. Then watch your life change forever.  ツ

Please remember: My posts are always about more than they appear to be. 

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 "For if you forgive others their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you, but if you do not forgive others their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses." ... Matthew 6:14,15

And Then She Was In The Basement Nearly Crying ---

So there I was down in the basement with my face against our new washing machine's top. Trying not to cry. "Why is this happening? All of this?" I whispered.

The machine wouldn't fill. After lining up the settings, I pressed the start button, yet only a bit of water trickled in, then stopped. Tried it again, same thing.

And that's when I leaned upon the machine, wanting to crumble. These past 4 weeks! The exhaustion, the coughing, hearing loss, uti, fibroid issues, bad outside air quality (so no sitting outside to heal), trying to keep up with housework, 3 weeks of men tearing out our street to repave it (boom! crash! boom), the loss of all but my indoor tomato seedlings, my laptop threatening suicide, and that very morning Tom awoke with excruciating hip pain --

But God reminded me of the beautiful moments. 

Help for weeks from Tom and Naomi. A card and letter from a friend. Facebook messages wishing me well and lots of folks there praying for me. Last week when Tom and Naomi oversaw the entire washing machine installation and carry-away. Emails promising prayers. The days we had sunshine and others with rain for my gardens. And what did we do before helpful Youtube videos?

I lifted my head. Eyed that start button then pushed it one more time. Poof! It began filling normally.

Oh, how times like these dip us down to the deepest pools of gratitude. So deep, that we learn to view everything (everything) through eyes made new by all that gratitude water.

Whew.

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For the record, our former washing machine was 20 years old and I'd babied it along for months. I specifically asked Tom to order a very basic machine as much like the old one as possible, but there are still a few too many little green lights on it for my liking.

Oh, and I am feeling much better from that virus, maybe 85%. Thanks if you prayed for me. You'll never know how much I appreciate it.

Please pray for Tom. He's going to try sitting very still this weekend then see his acupuncturist on Monday.

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To give you an example of how badly I felt, I finished reading only one book last month! My goal is eight. Plus I bought two new middle grade books, but have not even opened them. So unlike me!

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Clinging to this one, trust me!  --

'They' say not to talk about illness--and to an extent I agree when it's the only thing one speaks of. Yet if no one ever shares this stuff then others will think everybody else is feeling great and they, themselves, are alone in their hard times.

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Please remember: My posts are always about more than they appear to be. 

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 "For if you forgive others their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you, but if you do not forgive others their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses." ... Matthew 6:14,15